Razed in Black - There Goes My Head

I long to understand you
complexities: simply a virtue
of your existence, taking hold of me
I dwell upon a thought
that starts as just a thought
then grows to thoughts of killing me
before the truth is revealed to me

there goes my head
there goes my head
who'd ever think I would've done
who'd ever think it,
there goes my head
there goes my head
who'd ever think I would've done
what I did to me

I've taken bits and pieces
of words, your lips got rid of feces
believe me, I don't know what's real
"It wasn't meant to harm," you said
too late bitch, your words left me for dead
you know my conscience is always beating me

there goes my head
there goes my head
who'd ever think I would've done
who'd ever think it,
there goes my head
there goes my head
who'd ever think I would've done
what I did to me

Please understand tensions building within me
please understand, just understand
forgive me

there goes my head
there goes my head

Forgive me