Radiator Hospital - A Game Of You

I put my head under the water so I can't see your reflection. Can you tell that I was crying the whole time that we were swimming? Whenever I forget this feeling everything seems to remind me. Can you tell that I was trying to forget how much you loved me? It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do, to say no to you and act like it's no big deal. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to say, so tell me it's ok that I don't want to stay with you. I put my hand over your heart cuz you fell asleep on my shoulder. Can you tell that I was lying when I said I didn't want to? Whenever you look at me baby everything goes out the window. Can you tell that I'm not buying your cool and casual facade? It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do, to say no to you act like it's no big deal. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to say so tell me it's ok that I don't want to stay with you