Punished - Forsaken (By the Sun)

Beginning
And brain doesn’t function

Already merged with daily grayness and cold
I seek myself through words that continuously
Run from me and actions I can’t think out
Or give shape, form, meaning and existence

As if I would evade inevitable
A look into my face in the mirror
A look into yesterday, today, tomorrow
Where was I, where am I, where will I be?

My sadness is the sky
My pain is the cloud
My tears are the rain
My suffering is you

Functions of psyche and internal spirit
Slowly corrode, motions become weaker
Motions of brain don’t bring forth new thoughts
Soaked in damp of tears and sadness

Already merged with daily grayness and cold
I seek myself through words that continuously
Run from me and actions I can’t think out
Or give shape, form, meaning and existence

As if I would evade inevitable
A look into my face in the mirror
A look into yesterday, today, tomorrow
Where was I, where am I, where will I be?

Questions covered with dust, swallowed in darkness
Please, don’t breathe, don’t turn on the light
Speak to me with silence, look at me with closed eyes
While I give my body new form

My sadness is the sky
My pain is the cloud
My tears are the rain
My suffering is you

Functions of psyche and internal spirit
Slowly corrode, motions become weaker
Motions of brain don’t bring forth new thoughts
Soaked in damp of tears and sadness

I masochistically enjoy with open wounds
Red from my blood and those whose
Suffering I contributed not knowing
How to restrain irrepressible pain