Patrick Paige II - Ode To Inebriation

[Verse 1]
My mind is gone (gone)
To a better place (place)
I'm content (content)
You see it on my face (face)
The pain is gone (the pain is gone)
At least for now (at least for now)
My demons is swimmin' (swimmin')
When I thought they drowned (drowned)
Never the less I confess, this shit never helps
Destroying myself, abusing the potion
Make the pain slow-motion, just bad as a cry for help
Man, I got it bad when a nigga mad or a nigga sad
I don't need a glass, man fuck a flask
Drink it just what I bought it in just like my dad
Repeat the past, be a better man
Decisions, decisions, whatever man
Shit, fuck it dude get another one
Then bless out my tolerance
It's making the nightmares more vivid, the nightmares that's hosted by liquid
Can't escape them, when we found them here
When my sisters through hollerin'
I shouldn't be doing this, making it worse
Man why am I crying?
Grabbin' the keys and I start the ignition, I shouldn't be driving
To be honest, between you and I
The police catch me I'm doing time
Another nigga with a DUI, well fuck it

[Bridge]
Repeat the past, be a better man
Decisions, decisions, whatever man
Shit, fuck it dude get another one
Then bless out my tolerance
It's making the nightmares more vivid, the nightmares that's hosted by liquid
Can't escape them, when we found them here
When my sisters through hollerin'

[Verse 2]
I'm screamin' cause I'm seeing demons runnin' after me
Swear to God I felt like I was spiraled to hell up in my sleep
Vertigo, lay it down, man I'm sweating out my sheets
Throwin' shit up out the window, throwin' shit up I can't think
I can't sleep, plus I'm stumblin'
I'm falling down the street, wondering what the fuck my momma think
She even watching me?
Ain't no God, cause if there is he don't me like they say
Love is not taking a life away, then slowing down the days
This is hate
Still ain't got no fuckin' answers to this day, and you a motherfuckin' lie if you think I'm bout' to pray
Ain't no plan, y'all just embarrassed to admit this a mistake
It ain't no plan, y'all just embarrassed to admit this a mistake