Obscenity - My Dark One

Never resting in the marsh of lies
The wall of excuses
Protect me from annoying questions
Protect me from confrontation
Lies-excuses-misleading

I'm not the one-you think that i'm
Behind my wall of lies i' have a second face
Caught in the morass of despair and deceit
My face is just a mask
My life is built on lies

My dark one-my dark one-my dark one

I am just an illusion-to you my second life is hidden
Only one part of me is visible for you
Perhaps it is better that way,the painwould be to big
I have become entangled in the net of self-deception
One person-two faces-a bumpy path-a walk on thin ice
An illusory world surrounds you-i lead a double life

Master of hypocrisy-master of excuses
What you see is not real

I'm playing just a game
There is another side-two indentities

You say you know me,but your are wrong
Veiling of truth

I'm no longer strong enough to carry the cross of delusion
The mental pressure gets too high-the walls desintegrate
Involved in contradictions-i lost control-the limit blur
The mask starts to crumble-i lost the game-the curtain falls

My dark one-my dark one-my dark one

I am just an illusion-to my second life is hidden
Only one part of me is visible for you
Perhaps it is better that way,the pain would be too big
I have become entangled in the net of self-deception
One person-two faces-a bumpy path-a walk on thin ice
An illusory world surrounds you-i lead a double life

I lost the game against myself
Tangling up in contradictions
Spin around in the circle of delusion
I'll-reveal the secret
Reality-truth-confidence
I'm no longer strong enough to carry the cross of delusion...

My dark one-my dark one-my dark one