Nyctophilia - Life Is Self-Destruction

Life left me no hope…
As darkness embraced me
With its black razored hands
I want to die in your arms
There’s no fucking hapiness
My body is falling apart
We are alone in endless solitude
Ordered to suffer

The reality is to cruel to be known
Masked by the false joy of life
Silent cry’s wont save you now
So now take your life away
Take your fucking life

I feel the rain
Again it fills my heart
Like my tears fill the ground

Once again i revisit
The memories…
Once again the blood must be spilled
My life means nothing
Horrors of future that i tried to escape

I am lost
I am dead
I no longer care
For no one ever cared
About my life

And pain grown day by day…
My mind begged for it
I heard its voice
Deep in my scars

Disease has grown inside of me
I am self-destructive
The life is self-destruction
I will die by the blade
And only the memory will be left of me.