Nostalgie Depression - Kingdom of Sorrow

The entrance to everything
I stand as an empty form
Watching and see me around
Do I missing something
A missing of life and hope
Love that I felt
Is now a thing of distance
It hugs me, warms me, leaves me
It tightens around my neck
It hurts me deeply
Inboard feel miserable
The long steps I take
To the infinity dark shadows
Embraces and destroys
The soul grows
Moulds in the depths

Can I go ahead
Can I take a hold
Depression growing shadows
Swallow me deep
The blade that gleams in my hand
Should this be the end
Or is there someone who sees me
Does anyone hear me there
Endless Road by indispensable despair
Suck me further down..and down..down

In the depths I shall perish
Like the all around
As in Heaven
So who dwells in hell
Choosing the right or
In life or in death

Only questions without answer
I ladders me closer and closer
I see darkness approached within me
I can now see beginning of the end
Of my long journey
A journey through the light
A journey through despair
And hatred...

Despair leaving ground
Despair to not remain
But still I take my last step
At the edge of the abyss
I see universe so beautiful iridescent
I now travel home...
To the kingdom of sorrow
I surely belongs...