Nina Gordon - Fade To Black

And it feels like a movie
'Cause i've done something heavy
Now i'm all alone and you know i like it well
I wish I was older i could hold my liquor
Then i 'd blow your cover instead of my own
'Cause there's nothing i can do to prove that

I still love you and i think
I hear my friends through the walls
I'm gonna fade to black
I think i'm gonna fade to black

I swear to god i'd take it back
but it's just no use what's done is done
I can't blame anyone but me
Everybody's out there without me
They're not even talking about me
Flying out of the city and they don't even miss me
Four days in the haze of the biggest mistake
I've ever made and now i've got to get out of this place
'Cause everybody knows even the ones who don't