Myrddraal - Pernicious Melioration - Part I

Nothing left now for me
Only absence and the abyss
The abyss that no one dares to seek
And no one hopes to find
In dreams clawing at his edge
Dreading to fall
Fall...

Rushing and pulsing waves of energy
Swirling particles and gases
Surging currents of electricity
A churning torrent of plasma
Throbbing with incessant intensity
A suffocating reek of miasma
Until at last I can only submit
And just fall...

Into an eternal black tranquility
That swallows all light and sounds
The atmosphere, so dead, abides forever
Nothing dwells, nor thought abounds
Yet just as I'm here, I must be departed
My journey has only started
Through flashing and flickering lights, I no see
Alve, my mind can't be at peace

Darkness and light perplexed within my imagination
Affection and disgust affect each thought
My soul inhabits realms of transcendebtal meditation
I must go now, to find that which I have sought

For he who seeks to dive and die
To vanish from all mortal sight
And to nothing or no one belong
For nothing to want and nothing to long
Shall surely return triumphant at last
Or blissfully fade into the distant past

Confusion and clarity alternate relentlessly
Around inside my gyroscopic mind
Jealously grasping straws of comprehensibility
I balance now upon the edge of a knife