Holly McNarland - Cry or Cum

Everything ends so quietly
So cold and shadowless
We put on fake faces
No one sees our shame
This is real, real pain

I'm here to abuse
I'm here to confuse
I'm here to amuse you so
Look in my face - hide behind your wall
It's been a good day after all

I learn to hate myself everyday
Told to cry or cum
I'll lick your heals till my mouth bleeds
Maybe you'll kick me some

Left them both in strangers hands
Not a clue of what's humane
Came running back out
To tell me a secret
Closed my eyes and
Turned the other way