Hemina - Otherworldly

A hidden trail that opens up a world
One like no other; free of the bounds that rule

Turn your back on something perfect
Promised me forever only to lose this

Through the wormhole and rise to another frame
Frame of reference free of a world of blame

The broken pathway, the road one should never take
Safety first or last? Depends which game we play

Turn your back on something perfect
Promised me forever only to lose this

Is this happiness or is it hate? Tell me!
Make up your mind, it’s too late? I’m telling you

Reach down inside and realise what you’ve lost
It’s simple to find, if you’ve even got a heart?

You strung me along over this, over him?!
You strung me along through this nightmare!

Your turmoil and false-will will be your eventual demise
Your reality and grasp on life – I’ll never sympathise
Your wrongdoings now define you when you’re down from your high kite ride
You’ll not have my remorse, my love or my life

I’ll cross the mountain
You built for me
Your being ephemeral?
I’ll rise ethereal
Nightfall!

We meet in this dim light
You’re judged on the pain you dealt
Your being, trivial
I’ll rise as night falls
Stand tall!

You cower in the corner
You sob to reel me in
Your being, simply gone
I’ll rise otherworldly

Sliding down, slipping
Swimming in light, it’s warm
I open my eyes, the lights are out
And it’s cold, black windows and dampness
My head is throbbing
It hurts me
I want it to stop
I hated myself
Chunks of thorns and dreams
tear my heart away
Please tear myself away
Why do I want these things that cannot be?
Why does it hurt so much?
I smashed all the mirrors in the house
Little silvery pieces
I close my eyes, and I want to see light
I want to see light
I want to see light...