Erin Enderlin - If I'm Not In Hell

[Verse 1]
Breakfast table,
two fingers whiskey
I've never felt this empty
in the middle of the day
Sign in the front yard
says it's all for sale
And if I'm not in hell
I'm headed that way
[Verse 2]
Everything reminds me
of the one thing that's missing
From your cup in the kitchen
to these bills I can't pay

Friends say it gets better
and I know they mean well,
but if I'm not in hell
I'm headed that way

[Chorus]
Oh, It's drowning in lonely
and burns with regret
But it ain't full of fire
like that preacher man said
No it's cold and empty
as your side of the bed
[Chorus]
Oh, It's drowning in lonely
and burns with regret
But it ain't full of fire
like that preacher man said
No it's cold and empty
as your side of the bed

[Verse 3]
Well I told God
I'd be lost without you
So, He can't be surprised
I'm feeling this way

If it's part of His plan,
well it's hard to tell cause
If I'm not in hell I'm headed that way
If I'm not in hell I'm headed that way