Eli - Sad

On our way home after the party
Sharing my headphones while I’m walking
Next to you, you
With my arm around you

But straight outta nowhere I feel lonely
It’s like my heart dropped down and broke me
Outta the blue, what to do?
With my arm around you

There's no reason for me to be feeling like that
Over drinking again just to cover the fact
That I’m... sad

I don’t even know what’s causing the pain
Don’t know how to define it or give it a name
And it’s fucking me up
Fucking me up

Floating through the night then drowning all day
Hiding in my bedroom, tryna escape
'Cause it’s fucking me up
Fucking me up

Faking smiles, pretending I‘m not anxious
Hide from friends, but opening up to strangers
I don’t wanna be dramatic
'Cause it’s all in my mind

Saturday night and they keep calling (Calling)
My phone light up and I ignore it
Got shit to do, no that ain’t true
It’s just something I said (I said)

There's no reason for me to be feeling like that
Over drinking again just to cover the fact
That I’m... sad

I don’t even know what’s causing the pain
Don’t know how to define it or give it a name
And it’s fucking me up (Fucking me up)
Fucking me up

Floating through the night then drowning all day
Hiding in my bedroom, tryna escape
'Cause it’s fucking me up
Fucking me up

I don’t wanna feel this way
(Fucking me up)
I don’t wanna feel this way