Dream Drop - City Nights, City Lights

Solitude on a city night
I'm counting all the city lights
Your presence is torture
But you're all that I've got here

And I've done things
And I've been scared
But I got up and you didn't
And I've done things
And I've been scared
Just to cope with you and your problems

City Nights, City lights
Something's wrong
It doesn't feel right

I know you feel down now
'Cus I can hear the eerie sound
All you do, you do for you
And now I see the absolute truth

That i've done things
And I've been scared
'Cus my home felt so distant
Done things
And I've been scared
'Cus you're so persistant

City air so defiled
I'm dragging what you leave behind

How fucked up is that?
For a minute I was actually okay with the fact
That you've hurt me more than anything else ever has
When you were supposed to keep me safe and warm
You shoved a spear through my heart
And for some reason I thought I could save you
I was your son god damnit, who else would?
But if there's one thing I've learned through this pain
It's that you can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved

City nights, city lights
Something's wrong, nothing's right
City air so defiled
Dragging things you leave behind
City nights, city lights
Something's wrong, nothing's right
City air so defiled
Dragging things you leave behind