DivUrge - Inner War

My name is Light, my name is Dark
I use to walk around leaving my mark
But when the crowds are gone, I feel so alone
Thought after thought my mind is under attack

They're useless thoughts, I know, but they feel for real
And though I know they're fake, they torture my soul:
"You're not so worthy, for friends or for love"
God damn it stop it now and leave me alone!

Afraid to ask for help
"the time is now"
Deny to be advised
"the time is now"
I'm sure there is a way
"the time is now"
To prove this wrong
"and fight it back to its core" ...

All this pain I caused, all the pain I felt
Show me the way for all the mistakes I've done and repent
Already down on my knees, I'm begging you
Just put an end to these thoughts
That broke my mind and my soul to pieces
I need love from you all...

Somebody tell me please how this came to be?
In hard times strong but when they're good, I feel weak
In every word I say, these thoughts come again
Just a reminder, "You'll be misconceived!"

Now it's time
"the time is now"
To prove you wrong
"the time is now"
I know my worth
"the time is now"
I'm gonna fight you back
"with all my heart and my soul"

All this pain I caused, all the pain I felt
Show me the way for all the mistakes I've done and repent
Already down on my knees, I'm begging you
Just put an end to these thoughts
That broke my mind and my soul to pieces
I need love from you all...

My name was Light, my name was Dark
I used to walk around leaving my mark