Dina Rebekka - Clouds Above My Head

I dislocated both my knees with 5 days in between
but if you think that's gonna stop me you are wrong
I'm in love with my best friend who bangs a new guy every weekend,
likes me back but hates commitment
life is great

Yeah, there's a cloud above my head
and hey it's okay I'm not dead, yet
I grew up in a christian house
tried to make my parents proud
but I'm gay
so not today
well, isn't life just great
but it will take more to bring me down

I've been struggling to eat
I started in recovery
that's probably the hardest thing I had to do
I told my friend I was in love
we started dating then broke up
cause were both messed up and the time just wasn't right

Yeah, there's a cloud above my head
and hey it's okay I'm not dead, yet
I grew up in a christian house
tried to make my parents proud
but I'm gay
so not today
well, isn't life just great
but it will take more to bring me down

This girl who told me she was straight
whom I've been liking since 10th grade
said she likes my style and asked me on a date
like what
but I'm mentally unstable
and I don't know how handle love and safety
that she gave me I ran away

Yeah, there's a cloud above my head
and hey it's okay I'm not dead, yet
I grew up in a christian house
tried to make my parents proud
but I'm gay
so not today
well, isn't life just great
but it will take more to bring me down

Yea there's this cloud above my head
but hey it's okay I'm not dead yet
I'm just in recovery
longing for my therapy
but soon I start to be
before the I knew how

But every day it feels like I'm about to drown
but it will take more to bring me down
its gonna take more to bring more to take me down