Desasterkids - My Own Idol

Go!

Dragged down by the image of the mirror
I wish to be so much more
I am lost in my dreams
I cannot find a way out
What can i do, where do i go?
My heart is filled with bitterness
And you cannot do anything to change
Addicted to other people's lives
I write my own demise

Just stop pretending you're somebody else now
It's time to turn your world upside down
Life can beat you up don't let it push you down now
There's no time to lose

You always dream about those places you have never been before
Do you even know what it takes to be yourself?
Are you brave enough to say what's going through your head?
No more beautiful lies

You know what keeps me awake all night
Afraid of falling back to where I've been before
I fought so damn hard to be here right now
I'm not even close to my goals
But everyday I'm one step closer
And maybe one day I can say
I've become my own idol

I used to hold my echoes close
But now I live free
Every day I show the best of me

I'm not living in the past anymore