Derdian - Frame of the End

I wonder why I've never tried to stop just for a while
To take a breath and live my own life
My future was as open as the bright eyes of a child
And the nightmare was far

I can see through my wife's smile
It's not worth any pray
While the great evil is growing inside
Breaking my will down, devouring my life
And I can barely stand up to see
I'm no more part of this world, I'm dying

Each day brings me close
To this dissolution into death
Am I really forced to see
The painful scene of my decay?

Frame of the end of a life
Of a movie without reply
Only one show ticket I got
You have deceived all my life, yeah
'Cause you gave me love
Then you took it off to make me fight

Somebody gives a pat on my back asking: "Are you ok?"
I scan his face with hollow eyes
I can not hold my scorn, I answer: "Yes I'm fine!"
Then I spit all this rage insane

"Don't you see I'm not so well?
Shut your fucking mouth!
How can you dare to invade my private hell?
I don't need an audience, I've nothing to share.
I'm tired of the rituals you're playing out.
Leave me alone, get out of my sight."

Each hour expands, becoming the illusion of a dream
Time is fading into an empty space, you fear when it's about to expire

Frame of the end of a life
Of a movie without reply
Only one show ticket I got
You have deceived all my life, yeah
'Cause you gave me love
Then you took it off to make me fight

I feel that my life was just in vain
I am fading in silence like
The scrolling credits no one sees

Frame of the end of a life
Of a movie without reply
Only one show ticket I got
You have deceived all my life, yeah
'Cause you gave me love
Then you took it off to make me fight

Frame of the end of a life
Of a movie without reply
Only one show ticket I got
You have deceived all my life
'Cause you gave me love
Then you took it off to make me fight