Decrier - Arrival

The chords torn from my throat
As you died before my eyes.
Your ghost still lingers here
Befriending demons that are
Trying to get in my fucking head.
Get in my head.
Get in my head.
Try as I may
Not a single substance
Can relieve this pain.
Running for my life but
These steps are all in vain.

Stranded from the journey
I wished would never end.
This journey showed me beauty
I could not comprehend.
As I stood there breathless
Surrounded yet alone
All of my thoughts were no longer my own.
I'l find my new home.

And i wonder... And I wonder...
And i wonder... And I wonder...

Is it quiet outside my skull?
I cannot take anymore.
Torment by these restless eyes.
Deceiving me as I fall.
I cannot take anymore.
Anymore.

I had begun to stay out of the light
So that no one could see the disdain in my eyes.
Now I can see I was just running blind
As my head began to eat itself alive.

Trying to get in my fucking head.
Get in my head.
Get in my head.
Waking to the grips of mentality
Slowly Finding traction
Underneath these aching feet.
And they will not let me leave.

Find me sleep.
I cannot get to you.
Find me sleep.
You're so far away.
Find me sleep.
The demons are keeping me
From you sleep.
Please find me.
Find me sleep.