Deadfish - Anxious

[Verse 1: Deadfish]
I don't know why I'm trying at all
What's getting left at when I was young
I don't know if I'll make it work
Oh no

[Pre-Chorus]
My anxiety is getting back
No matter what I'll try will always tell me I'm not good at all
My deals tryna get me down and occupy my mind so I die inside
Yeah I don't wanna take any pills
I am scared of them and what I'll do when I'm all alone
Yeah I've tried walls before
And I don't wanna go through it all again

[Chorus]
Yeah I don't wanna take any pills
I am scared of them and what I'll do when I'm all alone
Yeah I've tried walls before
And I don't wanna go through it all again
Yeah I rather just sit in my room and just [?] everything
Till the day I die ain't gonna live my life
Always fucked up on this till the day I die

[Verse 2: Gothurted]
You think I'm fi-i-ine but I am not
I swear i'm dyi-i-ng on the inside
Hiding in my room you be playing me for a fool
I don't want anyone to hurt me the same way you did many times
Crying all alone for the anxiety you caused me
[?] tell me, how you're really sorry
Do you really think all the bad things you told me
I don't even think that you needed to destroy me
Lie dead, feels like I met hells daughter
I'll be honest with you-ou-ou

[Pre-Chorus]
My anxiety is getting back
No matter what I'll try will always tell me I'm not good at all
My deals tryna get me down and occupy my mind so I die inside
Yeah I don't wanna take any pills
I am scared of them and what I'll do when I'm all alone
Yeah I've tried walls before
And I don't wanna go through it all again

[Chorus]
Yeah I don't wanna take any pills
I am scared of them and what I'll do when I'm all alone
Yeah I've tried walls before
And I don't wanna go through it all again
Yeah I rather just sit in my room and just [?] everything
Till the day I die ain't gonna live my life
Always fucked up on this till the day I die

[Outro: Deadfish]
I don't know why I'm trying at all
What's getting left at when I was young
I don't know if I'll make it work