Citizen Soldier - Feels Like a Funeral

Miracle, a heaven sent, that's what they called her
Baby girl, but what's in mama's head, it ain't so wonderful
Hiding behind her smile, she doesn't know how to love her child
Tryna' care for and console what turned her heart into a hole

Sun still shining, people smiling
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral
There's no reason for this grieving
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral

(But it feels like a funeral)

2 AM, her child cries but she feels so indifferent
Her friends all try to fix her, but they're ignorant
Talking too much to hear the reason she's dying to disappear
And escape the living hell of being strong for someone else

Sun still shining, people smiling
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral
There's no reason for this grieving
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral

Her family needs what she can't be
And that guilt would kill, guilt would kill
If she could feel, she could feel
Her family needs what she can't be
And that guilt would kill, guilt would kill
If she could feel

Sun still shining, people smiling
But it feels like a funeral, but it feels like a funeral
No emotion, am I broken?
'Cause it feels like a funeral, 'cause it feels like a funeral

Her family needs what she can't be
And that guilt would kill, guilt would kill
If she could feel