Bound In Fear - So Long, So Cold

You let me drift from the pack
What the fuck do I have to give back?
I begged for mercy as he clenched his fist
But he had none inside left to give me

You're a little man in a big world
Don't talk tough
When you hide away at home

I was brought up in the gutter of cowards
Who had to fight for their happiness
Who had to try and make things right
Or what was right at all
Needlessly cutting at my mind
I hold it tight
So I can mend the broken

This torment of mine
It stays inside
Until I die
These leaves fall red
Like the memories
Scolded under my skin

I remember the day
I learnt to fade away
Seems like yesterday
I wasn't the same
Misunderstood myself
And what had happened to me
I feel guilty for something that wasn't my fault

So I bleed
I put my trust in you
Said I was safe
Words have meant nothing since that day
You betrayed me
Pain is more
It now eats my heart away

I feel the fears like the cold sting of the wind
Feels as though it goes through me
Empty

Meaningless but yet so much pulls on me
I need a release
Somebody set me free, will I ever be at peace?

Biting the bullet, I will not pray

Every struggle was a lesson learned in the end
Crafted a bitter temper to be laid out of line
Only to come back and bite in time
What do I still have to find inside?

So long, so cold
The past has condemned me
Nothing will change me
Only time will tell what's buried

Yo
What the fuck is up
You shit talking pussy motherfucker
Bodysnatcher
Bound in Fear
Murder Music

How the fuck you gonna talk shit
When you're picking up your teeth?
Pussy

Where the fuck you
Gonna run and hide to?
You can't run from your past

I won't stop
Until the life leaves your eyes
Eight bullets in the corpse
And three in the head