Bound In Fear - Absolution

I thought I had forgotten this place
The  silence
The  infernus
He denounced me of the light long ago
Condemned me to a tundra so cold
Yet  it burns me relentless
Abundant  well of shattered memories
Flourish within me
As  I reek of despair
They render me broken

This white noise solidified in my lungs
Rupturing my speech
No  screams left from me
I'm only to weep
A fraudulent tear runs
There's no escaping his gallivanting touch

As I breathe the wretched stench of death
I feel the room devour me whole
Into the pit of unrelenting despair
I lay still

Consuming me eternal
Falling scattered in a void of motion
Lacerations haunting and staining me in anguish
Let me plummet into desolation

Despair drowned my hope
Happiness choked by misery

Shame fulfilled my violence
So I laid my memories silent

Crushed all hopes and dreams
Peel back the skin and watch him scream
You will get the torture you deserve

This tribulation of suffering
Has putrefied my blood

Rotting me, horrifying
Corroding the marrow in my bone
Will you
Bathe me in absolution?

Release me
Extinguish me
My virility abandoned me

Please, I beg you
Just end my pain

Put this voice to rest inside of me