Blitz Kids - Long Road

I've created a monster, it feeds on my guilts
I'm lying with vultures, they're watching me wilt
Patiently waiting for me to decay, I've got half of my breath left and one stitch away
And I know they're not known to coven
They won't be polite, they'll just rip up my bones till there's no flesh in sight

But I'll be fine

It's a long road to the top
When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself
Heartbreaks, mistakes
Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
It's long road to the top and you're on your own

When the feast is all over, the crowd disappears
I'm never the uneasy sense that I'm soon to face all my fears
This is the only way I have to show you the things I'm too terrified for anyone to know
Honestly, it's just to be alone

But I'll be fine

It's a long road to the top
When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself
Heartbreaks, mistakes
Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
It's long road to the top and you're on your own

I wish there was an easy way to live my life
I'm sick of always acting like I'm doing fine
This is me, twenty-three
Count the ends so easily, I'm out of time
I'm taking all the chances that I wished you'd take
I past the point of caring about the bones I break
This is me, twenty-three
King of my destiny

I will be fine

It's a long road to the top
When your friends play the anchor you call, they don't answer
Don't ask me to watch while you're killing yourself
Heartbreaks, mistakes
Trust me I'm a mess, but I beat myself best
It's long road to the top and you're on your own

The perfect way to meet my end
Free for all with my friends
Dig your teeth into my skin (6x)