Behind Blue Eyes - Lie to me

I’m twenty-one, and never been so alone. Got so much left to say, But there’s so much that you’ll never know. I’ve heard you’ve ended up fine And I bet I don’t cross your mind But I swear these days I just can’t get you off mine. I will never get back the time that I spent Laying awake fighting the thoughts in my head Wishing you’d feel what I felt. I can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t do anything. I’ll throw my wallet down a well, now watch me beg for change. I won’t ever tell you, if you don’t ever ask But I hope that I forget you, that the memories don’t last. Sometimes I wanna talk for a while But I can’t bring myself to pick up the phone I can’t pretend you’re alone. I’ll live with the choices I’ve made. Only myself I can blame, For choking up when I tried to say: Let me change who I am for you. I’d give up breathing for one day in his place. I can feel, you forget me like I was a dream. And it hurts. So save your breath, or lie to me And tell me everything’s gonna change I’m sick of honesty And I can’t handle the truth these days So I’ll wait forever. How could i have been a better man? If actions speak louder than words then I’ll be deafening. My eyes are burning. Wish there was another way. I’m slowly learning that nothing can ever stay the same. Let me change who I am for you I’d give up breathing for one day in his place I can feel, you forget me like I was a dream. And it hurts. So save your breath, or lie to me And tell me everything’s gonna change I’m sick of honesty And I can’t handle the truth these days So I’ll wait forever. What can he do that I can’t? He’s got a pocket full of money When all I could do was hold your hand. I can’t escape from the thought that I’m not enough, I never was. Forget me. Out of sight but not out of mind And all the while I’ll be pretending that I don’t care and I’ll be fine. But I’ll never get the chance to say ‘I swear I’ll miss you ’til death. I hope I see you around some day.’