As It Is - The Truth I'll Never Tell

How long's it been, it must be months
I swear this time I meant to keep in touch
Like always
I'm calmly coasting off the rails
My teeth in battle with my fingernails
Like always

And I could tell you how I've really been
But would you even want to know

Don't want to bring you down, down, down
If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you
Down, down, down
Bring you down, down, down
Bring you down

I organize the kitchen shelf
When I've been dwelling on my mental health
Like always
I'm bitter when I feel alone
I consciously confiscate my phone
It's a small change

And I could tell you how I've really been
But would you even want to know

Don't want to bring you down, down, down
If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you
Down, down, down
Bring you down, down, down

I feel the darkest cloud creeping in
I'd tell you but I wouldn't want to bring you
Down, down, down
Bring you down, down, down
Bring you down

I turn around, you're gone again
I know I'll see you now and then
You'll say hello and how you've been
I'll say that I'm not better yet

(I wish that there was more to say)I turn around, you're gone again
I know I'll see you now and then
You'll say hello and how you've been
I'll say that I'm not better yet

(I wish that there was more to say)
I turn around, you're gone again
I know I'll see you now and then
You'll say hello and how you've been
I'll say that I

Don't want to bring you down, down, down
If I open my mouth I'm only gonna bring you
Down, down, down
Bring you down, down, down

I feel the darkest cloud creeping in
I'd tell you but I wouldn't want to bring you
Down, down, down
Bring you down, down, down
Bring you down...

Down...
Bring you down...
Down...
Bring you down...