Anth - Going Through Changes

I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes

Anth:
Lately it seems that I am caught in between
Of myself and someone else, and I'm hoping it's just a dream
But I gotta face the fact I'm not the man I use to be
But when of I think of the man that I am, I know it isn't me
Change is occurring and I am ignoring the cause
I'm starting to lose it because music is feeling like a job
I waste so many hours with writing these rhymes
And in return I only get about 3 minutes of your time
I feel like dropping the pen, put this rapping to the end
Ignore all of my hype and never write a rhyme again
But if I dropped the mic, I wonder if my fans would care
But to me the biggest scare is if they'll even be aware
I keep up my head up so I don't see what I have written
I'm crying out for help but ain't nobody there to listen
But please don't get twisted, I got love for the game
But I am forced to admit it that I will never be the same
And it's all because...

I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes