...of Celestial - It's Only Darkness and the Gloom

It's only darkness and the gloom
Lots of dreams
It's no rest, no fate
I'll not see the bottom, no height
Nobody hears that my entreaty

The box of coffin presses soul
But for my body it's no matter
It's dead, and light is no attractive
For the suicide much time ago

For me it was so hard some time ago
I was just lonely between people
My fate forgot me in that time
That's all, what could I say

In privacy with tens of dreams
In privacy of myself
I can no fall asleep, no drop it off
And even not to find the rest already

But these voices continue
To tell the each one's point of view
All these - are me... Shut up!
But dream, by dream... And day by day...

I've been waiting long that moment
When i could shoot up very high
To leave my grave... rests of body
And follow trace of dark - grey birds

Now I know, that I - immortal
(Death is not for me)
O God, what was I punished for,
To get myself in hate?

Now I know that I - immortal
(Death is not for me)
O God, what was I punished for,
To get myself in hate?