Zeus - Hipotermia

[Verse 1]
I have no idea what has happened to me,
Something turned the light into darkness - negative.
Past year, maybe two - were hard for me.
Again, I'm feeling like a loser, because
Everything is falling apart except this wall in front of me.
I told myself many times: "change something" and I changed it.
I've been far from here. It turned out to be unstable.
I'm standing right here, where I was standing few years ago,
But the eyes I'm seeing with has lost their shine somewhere
Trough the way. Without that few push-ups and crunches,
Which I do everyday with perseverance, I'd not get out of bed.
Not gonna get me on the phone dude. Well - again
I don't want to swap with anyone even two words.
I am in mental breakdown. I'm fucking the responses to e-mails,
I don't want any visits, unless you bring me some prescription drug,
I take the ones that I have, but seems they fly into the void.
How much of them you need to swallow to not want to die?!


[Chorus]
Hypothermia,
A cold wind dispel the trail after unfulfilled dreams,
Somewhere deep, at the bottom of my frozen heart,
And I can't find the light inside me, even in the daylight. x2


[Verse 2]
I think I'm obsessed with guns, bang, shot.
Although I fiercely defended myself while visits to the MRC,
So once per album I need to have this "click, click, bang!",
"Chiqui, pow!", "blow" or other sound,
It's somewhere deep inside of me, why do I like it to put two fingers against my temple imitating by their shape the shape of a gun?
Emotional sinusoids,
My own brain takes me on the flights from K2 up to the Mariana Trench.
Once I've put the entire blame on alcohol.
I quit drinking 'cause I saw how it destroys morality
And I really cared about us. It was supposed to be easy, instead of it
I turned into a boor, who's ruining your go outs on town,
You didn't deserved any of my frustrations,
And I didn't wanted you to ever find me with a hole in the skull,
More than once I thought about Nirvana. Just one shot
Like Kurt, that's why I got that "Whatever nevermind" across my chest. Pow!


[Chorus]
A cold wind dispel the trail after unfulfilled dreams,
Somewhere deep, at the bottom of my frozen heart,
And I can't find the light inside me, even in the daylight.

Hypothermia,
A cold wind dispel the trail after unfulfilled dreams,
Somewhere deep, at the bottom of my frozen heart,
And I can't find the light inside me, even in the daylight.


In all the sentences in my life there is punctuation in charge,
This is my good inseparable friend - autodestruction,
My enemy number one. Threshold of every gate.
It appears very often here, when I am alone.
She doesn't care if I have a right idea.
When she takes a seat next to me, I see everything through a dirty mosquito net and
Everything disappears from cash through career and to my fans,
And again, I am that shy kid from school times.
I threw everything on the table in a game for dreams,
I'm madman, but inside me there is a hope still smouldering.
Nothing's for free. Sometimes I'd like to hear thoose opinions.
My friends have already graduated, running families by now.
I'm different. I used to be proud of it,
Today, I can't tell if I will ever be happy or I'll die sad
Like now. But I do know, because I've been trough this many times,
That you don't leave the theater, as long as the seance in on...