Winter of Life - For the Person I'll Become

I run and the world changes
Threads connect around me
Knots that wrap on me
However they don’t press me
I’m too fast

I run and the world changes
Images flow around me
My hand stretchs
I would to touch the lives that I watch

Air, it’s all air
I haven’t touch
I’m the sight
I’m the hearing
I run and
The world changes
Why am I unable to stand?

Like a deity I feed upon other’s lives
A nothing god surrounded by thousands of god

But I feel the life in me
I perceive my mortality
All the pain it’s so sweet
When you die as god and born as man

The person I’ll become

For the person I’ll become
For the twin line between never and ever
For the things that let me say: I am there
For the ruins I’ve lost inside I will cry tonight

I should believe Some strong claws
That I should change Are dragging me
That I’ll refind me I know, but why?
The worst is in me

I should believe (the worst is in me)

Can I decide
In this deicide?