Wdowa - Listopad

Radio, Internet, tv and the press
Holidays, exam, passion and work
Spring or fall, summer or winter
I'm puking rainbow at the end anyway
Respect and privilege, love and money
Everything's telling me today to fall asleep
Maria Joanna, food, candies
Mothers, fathers, sons, daughters
History, fans, peace and battle
Who lost yesterday, who won today
Who hurt whom with word or deed
I don't care 'bout nothing the same as 'bout broken heart
People, problems, their glory and masks
Everyone's dirty, worth nothing
Wind in my heart, and sweetness flowing out of my mouth
I envy everybody's blindness

If there's anything inside of me, it must be surety that I wanna stay alive
This time I won't destroy what I care about
Ignorance, nonchalance, running on empty, I'm going to sleep
I hate the world, I hate you all x2

(If I die before I wake up... I pray to God to take my soul then
If I don't deserve it, I will keep on praying. Only God can judge me, and He is good)

Success and empty props
Smile and cocky confessions about plans
The moments reflected in a broken mirror
I'll do a puzzle or cut my vain
In fact, now I live just for that
Don't you think that I can't live neither
I'm catching my breathe 'cause the mud's pulling me in
Please, sorry, goodnight, thanks
Everything that was, everything that will be
Everything that exist is enchanted forever
Just as if someone sent me here on purpose
Just as if November was only for me
Take my hand, take a closer look at my palms
And finger pads, they're like blind man's
When you see and feel and pass by
I can see and feel something more than the others

If there's anything inside of me, it must be surety that I wanna stay alive
This time I won't destroy what I care about
Ignorance, nonchalance, running on empty, I'm going to sleep
I hate the world, I hate you all x2

I've got a mole on my right wrist, just in case
You wouldn't know where to check the pulse
Pain and fear are alive inside of me
And on the Earth I still can see only hell
I'm unwilling to fight anymore
This battle's got a view beyond the horizon
And I'm sick of seeing when I look
I wanna close my eyes, finish the mission
And I don't wanna think anymore, I just wanna be
Without worries and spread my wings softly
Fly away as if the shame doesn't exist
And as if no one remembers the times I was wrong
Maybe sometime in May, maybe already in April
When the greenery of buds will inspire and carry away
For now, November's dancing inside my heart
Wearing tap shoes and without changing the sound