One (Ca) - Atom-o-Sphere

Try to get out
Try to understand
The more I constrict
The less I control

Demons harass my sanity
Mocking my pitiful self
Reality is one sick joke
Played on yourself by yourself

My legs are running me
My eyes are baffling me
Stuck on this place

Everything is a memory
All done before
Repeat the cycle with me
Over and over again

Forest, green, yellow, orange
It wants me to learn something
What does it want?

Wake up wherever
Things back in place
What the fuck happened?
I lost my place

Appear at once
Realize your reality
Unawareness an impossibility
Incomplete
I must unearth the infinite past
And Find Inevitable pain
I must kill myself.
None can know bliss ever
Except fleetingly, then uprooted
And I am everyone
I must kill myself
But I will not be gone

I am everything
Microcosm is my Macrocosm is my Atom-O-Sphere