Ivan Ives - All the love that I Wasted

This is for the love that I got... This is for the love that I lost... Was it all in vain, all the love that I wasted?

When the sky tear up, and the fire erupt, and the arguments we had were nothing but bluffs... and when we fucked, we did more than just fuck, I let go of my heart as you let go of the drugs. I sunk deeper I was too deep in it; couldn't see myself or foresee the finish. Used to be a cynic, became one again after I gave away my lover and friend, you said,

(Don't... leave...) I'll be gone in t he morning by the time you wake... (Don't... leave...) and you'll be gone when I need you and now it's too late.... (Don't... leave...) I put art before my life that was the first mistake, so.... (Don't... leave...) So now I sit alone at night with a heart full of hate.

Hate for myself and hate for what I've become, when I see something I want, I just get it... but I don't get it... this ain't life, this ain't how it used to be when I was wifed. I'm so social yet I'm so recluse, never been so emotional so it must be truth... yeah I'm fucking other girls now, it's no use. I'm not me, they're not you...

(Don't... leave...) I'll be gone in t he morning by the time you wake... (Don't... leave...) and you'll be gone when I need you and now it's too late.... (Don't... leave...) I put art before my life that was the first mistake, so.... (Don't... leave...) So now I sit alone at night with a heart full of hate.

Was it all in vain, all the love that I wasted?

Front line winner, skipped the dinner. Skipped the sex, I'm a different kind of sinner. Chips on roulette cuz I'm thinking about green, you sat in the hotel room, thinking about me. It was either music or work, no business funny, only rest was 'hold em, not chasing honeys, hold on, you can't be mad, I did nothing wrong, except obviously I did, cuz I'm singing this song... Now I know what it was, not fear of me alone, letting someone go, or starting a home - besides home, they say, is where the heart is, so a man can't have a home if he's heartless. Ambition killed me before I died, you see the shadow of my past if you look into my eyes. Success is nothing if I can't share it with ya... I let the days die as I flip through our pictures.

(Don't... leave...) I'll be gone in t he morning by the time you wake... (Don't... leave...) and you'll be gone when I need you and now it's too late.... (Don't... leave...) I put art before my life that was the first mistake, so.... (Don't... leave...) So now I sit alone at night with a heart full of hate.