Human Kitten - The End

When I was 15, I was nothing, I was stupid and angry
When I was 18, I was blinded, I was drunken and lazy
But now I’m 19, and then I’ll be 20 and I will be king of everything

And I’ve been sad for most of my life, I’ll probably be sad tomorrow
I don’t like getting drunk, whenever I’m drunk, I feel the same, but a little more dumb
But I’ll probably keep getting drunk
When I say I'm fine, I’m surely not, I just don’t have a reason why
I’m just not fine
I write these songs to give my pain a name, to hide my shame, but I feel so lame.
I write these songs to give my pain a name, to hide my shame, but it always ends
Hey, well, it always ends

I’m not in love, I don’t believe in love, but I believe in her
She was a different kind and at another time, she could've changed my mind,
But the past is gone, and just like this song,
Hey, well, it always ends