Human Kitten - Heart Container

When the curtain closed before the play ended
I felt like I had lost my narrative vision
All the characters, they just disappear
Into nothingness
All their hopes, inside jokes
Their laughs, and their smiles
They just turn into dust, they just turn into dirt
It just works for me to forget you
And I'll lose parts of myself
In the process of erasing everyone
That I loved, but left
Before I had the chance to change
I just wanna prove that I wasn't lying
When I told I loved you, well that was the truth
But if you knew me now, you know I'd do anything
To be a person you need

But there's no rewriting the past,
There's no forcing the future
There is no way to give your whole soul away
And have it returned undamaged to you
Being alive is a hard sentence to fight
When none of the jurors are even on your side
So I'll play single-player role-playing
Video games
Until I die
While playing through Earthbound for the seventh time
I don't have much to say, I waste my life away
Waiting for them to all come back
And forgive me, but that won't happen
Cause they all left for a reason, and I'm not denying that
But if you knew me now, you know I'd do anything
For a chance to say to your face
I'm sorry