Handguns - The War At Home

And I'll never forget all the nights that I've spent
Screaming that I want to die
And I'll never forget all the nights that I've spent
Leaving holes in walls big enough to eat me alive

We're always at war with our vocal chords
And I broke more things that I could afford
You were that deep in the bottle
I was drowning in despair
You were never around when I needed
Needed you there

And I'll never forget all the nights that I've spent
Screaming that I want to die
And I'll never forget all the nights that I've spent
Leaving holes in walls big enough to eat me alive

You told me to watch my mouth
So I just drowned you out
I played my stereo I played it so loud
You told me to watch my mouth
So I just drowned you out
I'm singing these songs so loud
Can you hear me now?

And I'll never forget all the nights that I've spent
Screaming that I want to die
And I'll never forget all the nights that I've spent
Leaving holes in walls big enough to eat me alive

I remember feeling like nothing at all
I held back the tears as they started to fall

And I'll never forget all the nights that I've spent
Screaming that I want to die
And I'll never forget all the nights that I've spent
Leaving holes in walls big enough to eat me alive