Halo of Leprosy - Room of Blood

Incomplete darkness
The smell of steel is in my brain
I feel the presense of blood in the air
I just close my eyes and obsessively stab her
More and more and more
This time it's real
I know, she looks just how she has to,
I pull at her now loose skin
Making her tremor more
I see how red liquid runs down her face

The flesh is so tempting,
I dig my fingers in her wound
I still hear her gargling screams,
And spit mixed with blood strikes my face

I am alone
There's no sound
There's no vision
It covered my eyes

I see the mirror
I see the face of a murderer
The face of violence
And homicide

I turn the lights on
Her disfigured body is on the bed
The blood is dripping on the floor
Ribcage is cut open, sharp ends of bones
Are clearly seen in this gore mash
Splitting headache
It makes me kneel as I throw up on the floor
I feel so nauseated that my eyes blacken
I'm still holding the knife in my hand
I lose my consciousness in this
Room of blood