A beautiful summer evening was when they met
She was walking with her mother, he was smoking snout*,
He was hiding to nobody see him,
He was shy boy, who is not looking for experience,
withdrawn from parent’s divorce,
although he was still young, he knew something about life,
he saw what shouldn’t see the child,
when father was hitting mother, by his heavy hand,
Then next to the block, he caught her eyes.
He smiled to her, she smile back,
She seemed nice, at first blush ,
She was too young to call her seal*
They didn’t know each other because he was new tenant
He said good evening, and offered help in bringing shopping,
Mom thanked, but she took advantage ,
When they were going upstairs slowly he introduced her ,
She introduced too, but she was a bit shy,
Short moment, he had impression that forever,
when she thanked him, he said with smile: I can more,
That passage months from this meeting,
lived as friends,, he was single and she was single,
He wanted so much, but he didn't have the guts
Because he hided that after moments with her
In the night didn’t sleep well, for him she wasn’t just friend,
He bottled up inside him, he know what was the truth,
Each time, when he gather himself
Went to her and he couldn’t told it,
So, together to the cinema, together lessons in her flat,
Together dinner, time to time walk,
It didn’t cross her mind, that they can try together,
They told about it, at the outset
what it would be if, she asked just that,
It was too early, he didn’t realize,
That she’ll be this girl, who he’ll dreaming,
were for each other as brother and sister
They joking that the world belongs to them,
he saw anyone and anything, outside her,
he wanted be next to her for the rest of life,
she has never heard shouting his heart,
and he in every meeting was suffering more,
came the day, when she was alone in flat,
she invited him to help her with her homework,
when he came, they sat down on the carpet, as always,
She made tea and sat him on his knee,
He felt that this was the moment , he couldn’t waiting more,
He started on the subject, saying that on the love isn’t medicine,
said everything that he feels that he can’t get along,
he told her that he fell in love with her, suddenly stand up with tears,
She can’t believe what he said,
He can’t believe that he told this,
He was afraid her reaction, but now he did it,
He ran as fast as he came,
Throwing the word : I love u and I’m sorry,
She freeze in standstill, the door closed
He went, she cried so long,
Passing day, later third and fourth,
She all the time was thinking about it,
Now same as he, she didn't have the guts,
stand opposite each other, it was hard to do it,
situation and words which he regretted,
He wanted turn back the time, or delete it from her memory,
What to do to change it?
He didn’t have ideas, he didn’t have head to it,
He was sitting on the window lost in reverie, and head in clouds,
Suddenly: knock, knock, quality he went to the peephole,
He saw person, this was she,
only he opened door, and he had her in shoulders,
They didn’t say anything, standing in hug,
he whispered in her ears, It is very bad without you,
She tilted her head and looked into his eyes,
she whispered with a kiss :now forget about it
It was his dream, he thought not to come true,
but she is a person who fulfills this dream,
if it's just a dream I don’t want to wake up,
He hug her so much, and said anything else,
They standing, crying, he wiped her tears,
they promised to always just me and you,
they knew not from today ,you already know their story,
now are just memories,
now they laughed at this, remembering the talk,
when they told: be as a friends,
there is no limit on the friendship between a man a woman
from this friendship always someone coming out with a scar,
who experienced it, now what this means,
when hormones are blazing, you can’t translate it for your heart,
Now not as earlier, single she and him,
Now they’re like wife and husband,
They were to young to live together
but he told her: that's what I dream,
waiting for the first time, it had to be this exceptional,
He never tried to persuade her only waited with one word,
everything was going to be better than ever
he for her, she for him was a medicine,
this year graduated from this school, just in a different class
have to go to college and live together
was looking for a job to earn in the season
he wanted to buy her a ring and get engaged at the end of year
situation took a serious condition,
When he was at school, she started washing pots*,
Suddeny she asphyxiate, good that was her mother,
She called on the ambulance service,
arrived moments later, he has also got a call
one, what he knew is that it is really hard
did not know what happened , she was in good health
She unconsciously all night,
was with her all the time and didn’t sleep,
sat holding her hand, crying prayed to God
They were planning their future, they wanted have a family,
,,Please, doctors, save my girlfriend”,
but the worst was to come he has thought about the worst,
Yesterday wasn’t too bad, today her condition got worst,
He didn’t go to school, normal, he looked out for eyelid’s move,
He was afraid, that she closed her eyes forever,
was hard to believe him, but he still hope,
asked God ,, I’ll do everything”, only she’ll life,
They going to be together , what’ll happen,
they were made for each other he’ll gave life for here,
He didn’t leave her, he held her hand, fell asleep like that,
when he woke up in the morning, he met a bitter taste of truth,
She gone away forever , it wasn’t hope,
He stood over her and screaming : don’t leave me now!,
You don’t know the day and time , tell me what was her fault?
Maybe that she loved, maybe that she was dreaming,
even in the same day when he couldn’t pick up,
tortured him thoughts, what he should do now,
loops wrapped around his neck he wanted to be where she was,
moments later they were together, so much he loved her…
*snout- cigarette
* seal- pretty and proportionally girl,
* pots- dishes
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