False Narrative - Shouldn't Have Written it in Pen

It's funny how things can change
When everyday I think that I would feel the same
And then the ground seems to fall right under me
Documented failure, let the record show a flashback to that day
I'll write this, pen held in my fist
Stumble when I talk so I'll write you a letter
I think about how things will get better
Live our days out and forget stormy weather

A house and a car and a couple of kids was only just the least of it
To settle and be happy with you was all I wanted

My friends think I'm crazy
'Cause I walk and I talk and I'm dreaming about you
I write it all down and I'm singing about you now

Things have changed, and I wake up feeling sick every day
And there's a dark cloud hanging over me, it rains all day
And I know more than anyone how hard it gets to breath
If space and time is what you need
I'd give you the whole universe to bring you closer to me
I need you closer to me

My friends think I'm crazy
'Cause I walk and I talk and I'm dreaming about you
I write it all down and I'm singing about you now
And you might think I'm crazy
'Cause I walk and I talk, can't reason around this
Been walking around with this ring in my pocket now

No I don't know how to get to you
If I could I would get to you
No I don't know how to get to you
If I could try

I could have let it go but you had me on a string
I don't care, no I don't give a fuck what you think of me
No I don't give a fuck what you think of me
I could have let it go but you had me on a string
I don't care, no I don't give a fuck what you think of me
No I don't give a fuck what you think of me