Endthisday - Silently Choking on Her Regret

A tragedy that was years in the making. Deliver me no forgiveness
because again I delivered the unforgivable. How quick we were to bury
ourselves in love and how quick I was to fade to farewell. In days to
come ask me for nothing, for all I have to give is the dirt that fills
my mouth and these eyes that have been drained of all emotion. Every
day is one more chance to remember and to stare alone into this tomb
I've dug for two. But I fill the negative space with my broken promises
and my shallow soul. A timeless moment I wish to never return. And
still how false are these cracks I show upon my face. One million dying
smiles in exchange for one million infected days is the price I would
pay to restore your trust. Things I know that this diseased body will
never achieve are now the only things I live for, but in the end all my
empty attempts for happiness tend to come up short, so I infect and
mutilate this body and part ways with this life. For if I only knew
that we were to live and die with regret I would have done away with
this blessing of life. That kiss to your brow was goodbye forever.