Ceremonial Oath - The Day I Buried

Felling my cries,don't know what to dowondering where I amLooking around,still feeling the painburning like a fire so redThe thoughts that you share with so many morestill hearing the screams of their laughterInside my body,inside my soulwhere I thought I was untill knowScuffing away as usual always keep in my mindthat the savage treatment of my selfwill end when we say goodbyeAt home at night the thoughts will arrivewhy me,why me,why nobody elseWhile searching for another tomorrowthey're forcing this man to perditionLonging for some understandingI can't express my thoughts for these peopleI don't think I have any reasonI wonder if I can stand this any longerI have to take this step,this step to a placeThe place deep beneath or the placehigh above the clouds