Cartel - Retrograde

I'm out of faith, I'm in retrograde
A dizzy pattern in a cheap parade
And I'm losing touch but I'm, I'm not ashamed
Of what I say or how nice I play
I'm a Trojan horse made of paper mache

What has been ever comes 'round again

And I'm under a rain, I'm shutting down
I'm unimpressed but I've done my best
An undecided heart makes such a mess

I'm out of place, I'm a different state
A little scattered by a bitter fate
And I'm losing touch but I'm, I'm not afraid
I'll be okay just in a different way
I have no remorse, I have no more shame

Oh, nothing ever ends before it begins

'Cause I'm under a rain, I'm shutting down
I'm unimpressed but I've done my best
An undecided heart makes such a mess

Well, I'll be going 'round and 'round
This cycle won't slow down
I'm looking for the center of this life I've found

What has been ever comes 'round again?

'Cause I'm under a rain, I'm shutting down
I'm unimpressed but I've done my best
An undecided heart makes such a mess

And I'm under a rain, I'm shutting down
I'm unimpressed, I've done my best
An undecided heart makes such a mess