A Dead Lament - The Shadow of Glass

Once more it is as yet before
you toldme I'd be your true friend
but these days are gone
far gone
acting the same as the first days
you ignore the distance between us
as if we were still as one
your time is up leave me alone

we laughed
a lot
the less
we cried
when you did
i was
was on your side

still you don't know who I am
you seem to notice all but me
like the shadow of glass
again I closed our doors, again
put higher fences between us
but you went right through

criticized for what I am
sure you know best how to do
hearing the same shit every time
makes me lose my part of you

no, I can't depend
on a honeymoon friendship
where tears are banned
and fun never ends
live the dream
i'll stay awake

we laughed
a lot
the less
we cried
and when
when I did
you used to smile