Anguished - These Gray Days

i miss the silence in my head
world is too loud these days
these days, these gray days
that blinds me, i've seen so
much, heard enough
once i believed that everything
is gonna be alright

i'd like to blame society, cultures
religions, people who has made
this world this way

but what's the difference, no one cares
anymore, maybe they never did
i chose this way so i can't blame
anyone else for my mistakes, are they
mistakes? mistakes or not, i've lost my
will to carry on here. everthting that
happens around feels so pointless

i'am suffocated i've had enough