Kali - Gdy Zgaśnie Słońce

Tłumaczenie:

I remember first time when sun went out for me,
I was driving in the back of police car to station,
On the way cops were saying something to me,
But i went deaf, seeing what i'm missing in the small window.
Pretty morning, seven o'clock, normal day,
People walking to jobs, everything in linear motion,
Like Witkacy i'm drawing it in my imagination.
I won't see it for long, concrete landscape is waiting or me.
I see sparrows chilling on a branch,
Intensity, the green grass, Leaves that are not bronze colored.
Everything slowed down, reality is lightly flowing,
Lost in ghetto i didn't see it while living on the edge.
The car is speeding with sirens.
I'm sitting still, not moving like a dead body,
Both hands cuffed, my fists started relaxing,
I'm ok with what's happening, i don't feel anger anymore.
In my chest my heart is slowly beating,
It beats as in a place where time slows down,
I want to say bye to somebody but i'm not allowed,
After this i understood the meaning of freedom.
Moments go past and my senses begin to slowly come back,
Please someone pinch me, maybe it's all only a dream,
If i could, if i could only reverse the time.
If i could, i would want to be reborn and start it all over again, homie please belive me.
Like at the last confession.
clean conscience is breaking the law.
God tell me when you left me,
God, i know i chose the wrong path.
I'm walking through the gate of hell, Saying goodbye to everything that i love,
Even though i'm sober i feel like i'm on psychodelics,
I feel darkness, a house of lost souls is waiting for me,
when i was walking someone suddently started screaming form a window.

Ref 2x

When the sun goes out don't feel lonely,
Because i'm in the darkness bringing the light, you can be calm.
In the face of evil, show that you're worthy of the good.
Stop being afraid take light from my torch into your heart.


I remember the second time the sun went out for me,
Someone that i loved was soon to be gone,
sick body and annoying markers(?),
The fate is confirmed, the doctor is painfully honest.
This is not true, it must be wrong.
The battle still goes on, it goes for a few years,
I can't believe this, it can't even cross my mind,
I don't believe that she only has 3 weeks left.
I run away, I run as it may change something,
The wind dries tears coming from my eyes,
I'm not stopping untill my muscles give up,
At the end i'll just kneel alone in middle of city,
I'm asking god why he left me again,
Fists hard as rocks, My screaming would wake up even the deaf,
i hate everyone, i hate this world,
I would murder with my bare fists the one who controls it.
I look at her as nothing had changed,
The smile on her face still gives me love,
Old hands still stroke head,
I feel like small kid, i can't take it anymore.
I hate myself for all the sad moments,
for all the sad words, for that i didn't appreciate,
As much as she means to me, i mean to hear.
I want to reverse the time, begging for more time.
The moment that i feared the most is coming,
by the bed awaits the Death Reaper, she lays there under white blanket,
I'm holding hand that's worth more that diamonds for me,
And then i sweared to her, i swear, you have my word, amen.
From ashes you arised, and you'll turn into dust,
someday your grandson will come to you,
Her memory still lives inside me, will never be forgotten,
because i know she waits for me, she's singing this for me.

Ref 2x

When the sun goes out don't feel lonely,
Because i'm in the darkness bringing the light, you can be calm.
In the face of evil, show that you're worthy of the good.
Stop being afraid take light from my torch into your heart.

I know that you were once lost in darkness,
your private hell, with no hope for freedom,
no hope for any changes, because the fate cut your wings,
You thought it was the end like an animal in a hunting net.
Your hands are hourglass and life is the sand in your hands,
The Fear harvests infitmity that paralyzes you,
Even in your dreams you didn't see such dark scenario,
When every day slowly kills you like shot with an arrow.
When your soul suffers, but body doesn't want to let it go,
because it knows that it can't exist like a snail without its shell,
It's not the way to just let the shell go,
Because you won't fix anything if you suddently fall dead.
Find the strengh within you, look forward,
Because the night doesn't last forever, The sun will rise on the sky,
Remember that you're not alone, I also believe it,
I bring the light to you, i wrote it to you.

Ref 2x

When the sun goes out don't feel lonely,
Because i'm in the darkness bringing the light, you can be calm.
In the face of evil, show that you're worthy of the good.
Stop being afraid take light from my torch into your heart.